Why do I even both????

Here is my first blog. . .so sorry if it is rough around the edges. My question that I am sure most moms have. . . why do I even bother? This is relating to why do I even bother making a fantastic dinner for my children that is healthy when they just want PLAIN PLAIN PLAIN! BORING! I am so over chicken by the way it is not even funny. Lately I have been trying to make dinner because I live in the heartland of fast food. I am TRYING to be healthy for once in my life. But I have two roadblocks. . .one is my six year old and the other will be 4 shortly. And I am sorry but cooking for just my husband and I is not gratifying. I mean come on!!! REally. It is getting so bad that my oldest doesn't even like fast food!!!! It will make him fat! Not realize this child is so skinny he needs all the fat he can get. I know bad fat is bad fat but he just needs calories. URRR. Well maybe tomorrow will be better?